Okay i should probably try and go to sleep now so i can actually accomplish this today/tomorrow… i’ll update later!
i keep dreaming about food and it makes me feel so guilty and like i’m not fasting at all. i’ve never felt more disconnected from myself.
sorry guys i’m back water fasting again… day 3 and i’m so hungry and feeling so jealous of everyone’s posts with healthy food, i’m even envious of my old food posts because i seem to have lost the plot and can’t eat properly. it’s nearly December… where the hell has this month gone? all i’ve done is get worse..
So I haven’t updated since Monday morning because until today (Wednesday) i literally have had no energy/desire to do anything. I decided to break my water fast on Monday afternoon not because I wanted food but because I actually missed being able to do things.. this was a massive revelation!! I have to say that although the week long fast was a very long and exhausting experience I would do it again.. although i would chose a better time because it has really put me behind with uni work. Now i’ve got some energy back (i just did laundry - massive accomplishment) i’m going to start posting my food etc but I actually really missed doing that!
Stats from water fast for those interested..Read more
Too tired to do a proper update on day 6 & 7 but survived..
Day 8 now and i feel very stuck. I know deep down that i need to start eating because i just cannot function like this, and i have realised that i really do want to function because i want to achieve things this week. But i feel like i’m so close and just another few days and i will be able to quit knowing that i gave it my all. not sure if i’m making any sense.